Saturday, July 31, 2021

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Dear Sky,

While I am writing this, my back is aching. I'm not sure if this is because I cracked it again earlier or if it's my scoliosis acting up or if I've just been spending a lot of time sitting down and lying down. 

This makes me realize just how much I haven't been doing any physical activities. The only physical activities that I enjoy doing are biking and bowling. And I haven't been able to do that lately. I stopped biking not because I didn't enjoy it anymore but because of the lockdowns and the threat of COVID. I also am too busy with work that biking has taken a back seat. I could go out on a bike ride with you but I always have this fear that something could go wrong while we are out doing that. But I know it's just me and my paranoia. I'll try to do this with you soon. 

As per bowling, I'm not even sure if Embarcadero de Legazpi is already open for bowling. Again, the threat of COVID lingers. The area may be open but with the Delta variant and not really knowing who has it and who does not is making me quite paranoid. But as I always say, it's best to be on the safe side. Just thinking about getting quarantined for 2 weeks is already bad enough. Add to that the fact that if things od get worse, where would we get money to pay for meds, hospital bills, and such? 

I just do hope that you don't get to this point where you'll be feeling all kinds of body aches. I wish you'd start to be more active so that you would not have to deal with all these things that I'm dealing with now. I am starting to believe that most of what I'm suffering from is basically because of my very limited movements and activities. 

Please do move about a lot. Please do be physical. I want you to be healthy. 

xoxo

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